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Tonight, Something Special Happened To Me (Part 2)
November 13th, 2005 by themarksyndromeproject
“Haay…gusto ko magpasagasa sa pison!”
-themarksyndromeproject
10: 00P.M
All Souls Day
I still don’t know how to stop it, but…
I guess… here’s where it all ends.
Yesterday was over…
Over.
Let’s see, where did I leave off? Oh yes. Goodbyes.
… This time, no cigarettes, no alcohol… just pure thoughts and emotions…
True: the day I knew she would leave (the last day of the semester), I can barely breathe. You wouldn’t believe it, but it also made me cry (really). I just thought, you’re with me so much though you’re never with me anymore. This hurts deeper than I thought it did. I wish it didn’t hurt like this. The pain of not seeing you anymore, not being with you anymore, and being alone once again is slowly killing me. “masakit na nga ung hindi ako nakapag goodbye seo ng maayos, ung mawala ka pa kaya?” I said to myself: Man, that is so dumb! We’re not special, yet she’s very important to my life. I’ve been dying to tell you anything you want to hear, but I didn’t have the guts to do it. The hardest thing is letting go of you… even though you’re not mine. What can I do? I cannot breathe, my heart is torn. All the perfect words they seem so wrong. You fall in love, then break your heart, you fall in love again…its never ending. Bitter, isn’t it?
Now it seems it’s over. 3 weeks has passed, seems like its forever. If I could find you now things would get better…but you’re so far away. I fear that you’ll forget about me together with all the memories… Little memories that made me happy up to now, however the only defense I have right now is to trust you.
I often tell myself to move on… maybe I’ll meet that special girl along the way, and then she’ll break my heart and leave me crying. Wow… why am I always so attracted to drama? I guess… it’s because I remember every glance you shot me. I could never leave those beautiful eyes… those cute smiles and cheerful laughter. I’ll remember the times that we used to laugh together… punching my arms every time I make a comment to you… being with her in times of work and leisure… and giving me all the happiness once in a while. God, I want her to know that I love and miss her so. If I could have one wish tonight, I’d wish upon a satellite to bring me back to her. I’m waiting for a sign… I’ll sacrifice forever…please, just for tonight, please stay, don’t go away. I’ll just be here behind you…
Today I’m fine without you… but I’ll still wait for you. Feels like this sem is a total nonsense without you. It’s like, EMPTY! I miss all the memories. It’s just the same as it used to be. Seems like everyday I’m just imagining that you’re still with me. Even though I have no space in your heart right now, it’s ok with me. I know it’s not the end; we’ll always be good friends. Never will I give up trying ‘cause you’re everything to me. I hope its something worth the waiting. Maybe when that time comes, it is much better than what is happening now…
“What did I expect? Did I see forever in you?”
Yes.
Til then
-themarksyndromeproject
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Lyrics: Is This Love
November 12th, 2005 by themarksyndromeproject
I wanna love you and treat you right
I wanna love you every day and every night
We’ll be together with a roof right over our heads
We’ll share the shelter of my single bed
We’ll share the same room, Jah provide the bread
Is this love, is this love
Is this love, is this love that I’m feelin’?
(Repeat)
I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know now
I got to know, got to know, got to know now
I, I’m willing and able
So I throw my cards on your table
I wanna love you
I wanna love and treat you right
I wanna love you every day and every night
We’ll be together with a roof right over our heads
We’ll share the shelter of my single bed
We’ll share the same room, oh, Jah provide the bread
Is this love, is this love,
Is this love, is this love that I’m feelin?
(Repeat)
Oh, yes I know, yes I know, yes I know now. (Repeat)
I, I’m willing and able
So I throw my cards on your table
See, I wanna love you
I wanna love and treat you right, love and treat you right
I wanna love you every day and every night
We’ll be together with a roof right over our heads
We’ll share the shelter of my single bed
We’ll share the same room, Jah provide the bread
We’ll share the shelter of my single bed.
Artist: Bob Marley
Album: Legends, One Love
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Lyrics: Giving Up
November 1st, 2005 by themarksyndromeproject
I used to make the light shine for you,
The sun has left my sky.
Velvet walls surround my sorrows,
I’ve sacrificed my pride.
Giving up on me,
You’re giving up on me
Giving up on me,
You’re giving up on me.
I’ve laid myself to sleep tonight
I know you’ve played out everything in your mind.
And now you throw it all away,
A shattered memory that you would stay.
Through thick and thin with me,
You’re giving up on me.
Giving up on me,
You’re giving up on me
Giving up on me,
You’re giving up on me.
I lied myself to sleep tonight
I know, you’ve played out every line in your mind
And now you throw it all away
A shattered memory that you would stay
Through thick and thin with me.
And when you feel the pain,
I’m wishing I could stay.
How can I say I love you back,
You never made me happy.
You’ve laid yourself to sleep!
I never said this wouldn’t hurt.
You gave up everything!
I never said I’d give it back.
I know! (I know!)
You’ll never change!
I won’t be good enough for you.
I know! (I know!)
You’ll make it through,
I’ll never be around to see.
And now you throw it all away
A shattered memory that you would stay
Through thick and thin with me.
Artist: Silverstein
Album: When Broken is Easily Fixed
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Lyrics: Time Stands Still
November 1st, 2005 by themarksyndromeproject
Him and her
Life is turned.
The day I knew you would leave
I can barely breathe
Can you hear me scream
[Chorus:]
You thrown in all directions
You epitome of perfection
She’s lost her will (she’s lost her will)
time is standing still
He walks, her, home
Now he walks alone
The days they turn into years
The eyes they drown in tears
Can you hear me scream
[Chorus]
The way we are the way we were
(It’s just a shadow of what’s wrong)
The time with you the time is stirred
(I love you for, so long)
The hearts they turn, they turn away
(she says to go please don’t you cry)
Love lost was found, night turns to day
[Chorus x2]
Time is standing still
Artist: The All American Rejects
Album: (self titled)
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