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Lyrics: I Think God Can Explain

April 24th, 2008 by themarksyndromeproject

There’s a lot of things I
understand

And there’s a lot of things that
I don’t want to know

But you’re the only face I
recognize

It’s so damn sweet of you to
look me in the eyes

It’s alright, I’m ok

I think God can explain

I believe I’m the same

I get carried away

It’s alright, I’m ok

I think God can explain

I’m relieved, I’m relaxed

I’ll get over it in the end

The scent of vaseline in the
summertime

The feel of an ice cube melting
over time

The world seems bigger than both
of us

Yet it seems so small when I
begin to cry

It’s alright, I’m ok

I think God can explain

I believe I’m the same

I get carried away

It alright, I’m ok

I think God can explain

I’m relieved, I’m relaxed

I’ll get over it in the end

I’m so much better than you
guessed

I’m so much bigger than you
guessed

I’m so much brighter than you
guessed

It’s alright, I’m ok

I think God can explain

I believe I’m the same

I get carried away

It’s alright, I’m ok

I think God can explain

I’m relieved, I’m relaxed

I’ll get off of your back

I think God can explain, I think
God can explain

I think God can explain

Artist: Splender

Album: Halfway Down The Sky

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Deep Thoughts…………………

May 28th, 2007 by themarksyndromeproject

Created: May 7, 2007; 2:45 AM….

Posted: May 29, 2007

Yeah, it’s getting late

Yet I’m still awake

As usual, with a stick of cigarette in my mouth

While listening to my ipod, alone in my room

My head is point blank

Strange, I jst can’t think of the right words to say…

Really, I can’t visualize what kind of topic will I spill out in this article

I just let my fingers say what I feel

Hmmm… I wonder what’s my mood for the night

Well, it doesn’t matter now

I can only say that right now I can feel a large distance within myself

(Sigh)

Believe me, I’m not happy nor sad

I can’t exactly explain what I’m feeling at the moment

I guess it’s one of those "unexpected reflection moments" with my self

First of all, let me get this straight:

True, it’s nothing new. I’ve been like this before and I’ll always be, no matter what.

I don’t really care if you think I’m being stereo-typed

My friends always tell me that

But what can I do?

I was made this way

It’s just that it never bores me expressing my feelings about life

I think it’s just natural for me to be like this

Just a Thought to You (what my inner mind tells me):

† I am a frustrated lover † I got all the happiness I could wish for; I have my family and friends yet I feel so alone † am I scared to be happy

† I wish I was strong enough to love someone and to be loved † how I wish once in my life I could have someone who will care enough to show affection † Will u mend my broken heart?

† everyday I try so hard to bring a perfect smile in me but still it always ends up with a frown † deep inside I always beg "just one more tomorrow, and I would be fine"

† is it painful growing up? Feel so, but I wont lose hope; I’ll try not to die (both externally and internally) † should I stop seeing you just to avoid the naked truth?

† I am the one who just likes to observe and be observed † maybe I’m scared to love because I feel that I’m afraid to be disappointed due to my stupid expectations

† I guess cold and bitterness is still inside me † for how long will I wait more † why does it have to be the wrong girl † I shouldn’t be like this…but why

† I have been looking forward these past few days… is this a sign of expectation † each days my feelings for you grows strong and healthy, but with thorns that bleeds my heart

† Funny, I didn’t get the thing I wished for.. But still I’m glad for the blessing † (i love you too, for so long) † yesterday was over, leave it behind, ok

† can I leave all the memories open? † I can’t wait to see you again (for 2 yrs) † in 1 point in my life I feel so complicated † can I really understand the meaning of your tears † I keep tellig myself, "I won’t regret…. I WON’T REGRET!!!!!

† Why can’t I realize all of this? Or is it because I am blindfolding myself from the truth † how could love be so fuc*ed and so cruel † I really don’t mind what happens next

† I hope this would end soon…………

* All my thoughts are pretty mixed up… and messed up too. what’ya think? =p

"Why am i so afraid to lose you even though you’re not mine

I’m tired of pretending… that everything’s ok

My tears are starting to show, and my smile is slowly fading"

these are the last 3 lines that reached my heart, i excluded them I’m my thoughts above.

these lines really strucked me deep

"sakto nga eh, sabay pa sa playlist q; will u ever learn by typecast"

It’s not exactly the same meaning as the lyrics tells me

But somehow… slightly, it does.

I really wish I could put all my thoughts and emotion in a bottle

Just like this one

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A friend of mine gave this to me

Note: it’s a wishing bottle, not an EMO bottle ok?

I tell my myself “if only I could put my emotions in 1 bottle… I would put a lid on it and bury it so that it would be meaningful"

What a fantasy huh =p

for the meantime I’ve made a life changing decision; i decided to live alone for a while (in a place far away)

It’s not permanent; I just decided to give it a try

I want to feel what its like to be living in my own, paying my own expenses, etc.

I wouldn’t say i chose this as an escapade

But rather its a new start of everything

It’s like “a new improved version of me" awaits

Something like that

Damn…

I feel so cheesy and mushy already

Also, I feel so wasted with these cigarettes…

I still can’t find a way to start this

Oh well, shit happens =p

I’ll try my best expressing it a little later

‘nyt

kudos

Sorry for the late post

† -themarksyndromeproject †

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Lyrics: Autumn Monologue

May 17th, 2007 by themarksyndromeproject

Oh why cant I be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i’m nothing so good
no i’m nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins

Chorus:
I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you dont see me, you dont…

here i’m in between darkness and light
bleached and blinded by these nights
where im tossing and tortured til dawn
by you, visions of you then youre gone
the shock lifts the red from my face
when i hear someone’s taking my place
how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel
when all, all that i did was for you

Chorus:
i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you dont..

i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you don’t…

i break in two over you
i break in two over you, over you
i break in two
i would break in two for you
now you see me
now you don’t
now you need me
now you don’t

Artist: From Autumn to Ashes
Album: The Fiction We Live

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If Life was a Noontime Show… What would happen to all of us..?

January 24th, 2007 by themarksyndromeproject

10:30am

Jan. 25

its another thursday morning

Hmmm…

How many days has been gone since the start of January

Damn! i’m out of cigarettes

And here goes another day of work

i’m soooo spaced out.

I just can’t tell if its a good or a bad thing that i’m in a mood to post this blog today..

I mean, i really don’t know how to start this thing

Pretty lame for a beautiful morning, i get emotional again for nothing

A stick of cigarette while thinking endlessly

And just staring at the sun with hopes so high

yeah, I think i’m going to be sick

Inside of me…. I feel like voices keep talking to me

A lot of things’ just keep messing my mind right now

"I wonder… what’s keep bugging me"

“How many times did i wasted already"

"Is there something wrong with me?"

"I wish i could do something for you right now"

"Somehow I’m beginning to be attached to you"

"I really need time for you"

blahblahblah….blahblahblah…ditto.

f*ck. life aint your regular noontime show

Where the main cast always gives joy and happiness to all the viewers

Where they always entertain us everyday even in just a limited time

When people, in spite of their problems in life, forget all these things and even smiles like there’s nothing at all

When people had their hopes high… for an hour and a half

You can sing, you can dance, you can act as if your proud

Things like: think god, chant! and be happy…

"Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna

Krishna

, Hare Hare, Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare…"

You can even be the star of the day

You can never stop unless you see them happy

Yeah, you can never be out of luck

That’s how it goes

Funny. it just can’t be happening in my life

Never

I mean, who the f**k even care?

People are selfish

They pretend the care

They’re just happy when they are the once involve on the show

They don’t care about the cast

They just care about their selves

They don’t see the meaning behind the smiles, the laughter, the story

…everything that the people behind the scene are doing just for them

…just for them to be happy

WTF! Don’t get me wrong

It’s not bitterness within me

Nope, not at all

Then what the hell am i feeling right now?

You decide

I’m just spaced out

*til then,

- themarksyndromeproject

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Themarksyndrome Year End Special

December 31st, 2006 by themarksyndromeproject

Everything ends tonight….

- themarksyndromeproject

4:30 PM… it’s the last day of December… alas, another year has ended. Just woke up actually, pretty lame to celebrate the last day of the year huh? I cannot blame myself for that; I had a busy day yesterday…Let’s see… I started the day going to the grocery with my mom, I’ve spent my afternoon with a date and finally I ended up having a party in a friend’s house. I ended up going home a while ago (around 10 AM) with no sleep at all and a toothache (due to the chocolate chip cookie I ate in

Seattle

’s Best). So going back today, I just woke up

It’s just a matter of time until 2006 ends…

For now… let’s share the year that it was today

Themarksyndromeproject year- end report:

Mark Kristian M. Ysip

Age: 22

Height: 5’ 7 ½”

Weight: 180 lbs.

Number of Post: 40

Number of Animes:

- 56 (series)

- 29 OVA’s

- 21 Movies

- 4 Live Action

Friends this yr.: 231

Girlfriend this yr.: 0 (better luck next year, huh?)

January- Start of 2006

February- Usually, February is my favorite month (since this month is my birthday month) but since I am still in mourn of what happened at my party last year (I tell you, I’m fed up talking about it already) that’s why I didn’t celebrate my birthday this year.

Hahahaha….. funny.

This is such a weird topic, especially because it has turned into such a HUGE thing. On friendster and in the real world, I felt like I am still in the “sore loser” guy. i dont consider myself an emo, or anti-emo, but I really hate this kind of feeling. BEING BITTER ISNT A FAD. I dont mind what people say about me, but it has spawned so many things and people still thinks that I can’t move on. I just realized that I have to take it as a man… and make this as a learning experience to make me a better person.

When all this emo-nation and anti-emo-nation shit is over, I will be happy. That’s my point of view. What are your views?

March- (none)

April-

April 12, 2006 19:00 PM

As the end of summer reaches near, I started to organize my blog here at friendster. I added some portions for my blog to make it more fashionable in a way

May- Ok, a month to go before summer ends, time for some anime!!

June- This is the halfway month of the year. Once again (for the last time) I was back in school. In this semester, I took up all my remaining school subjects before practicum starts.

July- As the 2^nd Month of the sem resumes, I focused on my Thesis proper and a lot of things happened. Let me just highlight some of the dates:

July 19, 2006 4:25 PM

Thanks to God and today’s modern medicine, my cousin was finally out in the hospital (after more than one month staying there fighting to survive his illness). I can’t really say that he’s 100% healed, (yeah, I hope so…but he’s still an out- patient) but at least we won’t have to worry that much now (emotionally and financially)… we’re just praying for a better recovery and be normal once again.

Friday: July 21, 2006

Sunrise

: 05:37 (PHT)

Sunset: 18:27 (PHT)

Temperature: 26° C

Partly sunny/ cloudy

“Make way to the Embassy!”

Friday. Let’s see… seems like a normal day, if you ask me. The only special thing that happened was our scheduled visit to the Royal Thai Embassy (sounds BIG huh?). Let’s start the story by me meeting my thesis partners (D- Jay and Grace; Kristine wasn’t able to come) that day on school. We first went to our Thesis Adviser to consult some parts of our thesis (so many revisions, gosh) and eat before we commence to the embassy…Ok, I admit that we are behind schedule that day (unexpected delay of the game)… after several hours of staying in school, our LONG journey began

Yeah, it’s Friday all right. I can feel it on the way to

Makati

(the Friday traffic report). While on the bus, we were having fun sharing stories, teasing ourselves and making jokes about life. After an hour, we reached

Makati

(and our mark spot, Mapua) from here the search begins.

Gosh!

Saturday: July 22, 2006

Sunrise

: 05:38 (PHT)

Sunset: 18:26 (PHT)

Temperature: 25° C

Partly cloudy/ heavy showers

“The Chocolate Cream Chip Experience”

Well this explains the situation… on a cloudy day, what else would you do to sparkle up your day? Let’s go to starbucks to enjoy their world class quality coffee. Enjoy drinking coffee with your girl best friend and share your stories to brighten up your day. That’s what I just did.

Unfortunately, It didn’t turned out well… “hindi namin kasi nakita ni best yung magandang dalaga na ngttrabaho sa starbucks podium branch eh!! Huhuhuhuhu ganon tlga TT_TT”

Sunday: July 23, 2006

Sunrise

: 05:38 (PHT)

Sunset: 18:26 (PHT)

Temperature: 25° C

Heavy showers

“New and Improved Haircut”

After 2 colorful and eventful days for me, I’ve decided to stay home. I woke up at around 10AM (due to the surprise visit of my relatives) and quickly prepared myself for the day. It was pouring hard that day, so I was feeling kinda sloppy in moving around the house. Later, my cousin (Raffy) and I decided to buy lunch despite of the heavy rain. It was like family reunion that day (my family + my relatives in

Mindoro

) and our meal was simply Fabulous! During the meal, we were discussing some matters about Weng’s current condition and plans for his recovery. The discussion lasted for 3 hours, and everyone seems to be having fun during that afternoon (talking, making fun of ourselves, etc.).

By 3PM, we say our goodbyes to Weng and his family… and resume our normal lives… What the heck?!? After they left the day was soooooo boring for me (I spent my day just surfing the net, downloading mp3s and playing some RPG’s in the gameboy advance emulator)

August-

Ok. It’s been weeks now… well, it’s nothing special…

Just got a new Motorola RAZR V3 for myself

I was quite happy when I bought this phone. I mean… yeah, I was getting bored on my old phone (Sony Ericsson T610) and I think the V3 was great (and good looking). But, I just feel it’s very unpractical for me to have 2 phones right now… and I can’t dispose my old phone because of its many scratches (and it has a lot of sentimental value).

What the fu*k am I saying? I’m supposed to brag this phone to you guys! Hehehehe really, I love it!!!

Personally, I don’t know why everyone hates the RAZR. I loved it. This phone was absolutely flawless. I would recommend it to anyone. But, if the V3i is coming out late this month, than wait. I think it was one of the best phones ever made. Although for me, it’s QUITE expensive (10,500 PHP in the market)

September- (none)

October- the moment of truth; my Thesis Defense. This is one heck of an experience. I didn’t expect to be in such pressure during that moment. We were the first to defend our thesis proposal at the very first day of defense schedule.

Luckily, we passed!!! Thanx guys for believing in me.

And also. This was the start of my badminton career. >.<

November- Start of a brand new experience. Finally, I can almost feel graduation. It’s practicum time!

Nov. 9- My first day in the office. I was referred to their independent market research group, Quest Consulting Group. I and together with the other interns were trained and oriented on what we are about to do in the company. Basically we are familiarized on what we are about to do. The nature of what we are about to do is to research on the field, where in we interview Overseas Filipino Workers that are currently processing their papers here in the country as well as the 1^st Time OFW’s for an allotted project. The first week was hectic and we were assigned to the “LAKBAYANI” project.

Nov. 11- My LAKBAYANI project started. Our group of interns that was assigned to the LAKBAYANI project was assigned on the fields to interview OFW’s and OFW wannabe’s. We were assigned to gather 200 interviews combined.

Nov. 17- The LAKBAYANI quota was increased from 200 (100 OFW, 100 OFW wannabe’s) to 300 interview (150 OFW, 150 OFW wannabe’s)

As the LakBAYANI project still ongoing, I was given another task by my Junior Consultants. My task was to conduct “Mystery Calls” to the SuperFerry (SF) Hotline (528-7000). My objective was to check if their CRS are meeting the company’s standards when it comes to handling phone-call ticketing reservations.

Nov. 24- The Seabased questionnaires were already filled so we have to interview some Landbased Ofw’s, we went to some agency to search for interviewees and it was hard for us because at some we are rejected. So we decided to go to POEA to have some Interviews. The whole week we are searching for interviewee, from our barangays, recruitment agencies and even passer by, to be able to complete the 300 Questionnaire quota on time.

As the LakBAYANI project still ongoing, The Junior Consultants gave me an additional task. My next task is to do ocular inspections in the Superferry Ticket Outlets. In the Ticket outlet visit, my job is to get some pictures to see if it is clean and if they are accommodating to customers and inquire about the rates and schedule of departure and arrival of their vessel to see if their personnel are knowledgeable in their work or not.

December- Be merry! Be merry! It’s Christmas!!! T_T well the year is at its end… I failed to meet the “deadline” (you guys know what I mean right?) well so much for that. Aside from still working on my practicum, there are some reasons to be merry. First, it’s the season of giving… and forgiving. After a year of conflict with my sister, finally it’s over. Yeah, after all, we’re still family.

Make my Christmas more meaningful and shocking: this is gonna be the most expensive gift I received in all my Christmas experience.

The

Olympus

7.1 megapixel waterproof and shockproof digital camera

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*Thanks sis

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Now I’m just waiting for the year to end. What a year it was… sooo boring. (with laughs)

So…

So what are my plans in the upcoming year? Well maybe, I’m going to sell my story to a movie director when I’m ready so he can make a movie out of it (just kidding)

Just live life… I guess. I don’t want to brag about my plans for 2007 actually.

Just anticipate what will happen

ok?

farewell…. 2006.

til next year…

themarksyndromeproject

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Lyrics: Candleburn

September 13th, 2006 by themarksyndromeproject

Vineland

past the candle shrine that burns on every night

for someone

she lets herself go

like an angel in the snow

she lays down on her back

down on her back - she goes

take me over when I’m gone

take me over make me strong

take me over when I’m gone

will they burn for me

Vineland

past the candle shrine that melts into the street design

she waits - for someone

tonight she’ll give herself away

she’ll break apart all by herself

its so easy how we come undone

take me over when I’m gone

take me over make me strong

take me over when I’m gone

will they burn for me

she pulls me in - strips me down

she pulls me in - turns me out

she pulls me in - strips me down

take me over when I’m gone

take me over make me strong

take me over when I’m gone

will they burn for me

Artist: Dishwalla

Album: Opaline

‘Til then

themarksyndromeproject

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My Hello Moto

August 31st, 2006 by themarksyndromeproject

—–Original Message—–
Sent: Friday, August 31, 2006 5:45 PM
To: allusers@friendster.com
Subject: Hello Moto…

Ahoy there!

Time check: it’s almost quarter to 3

(hehehehe, I just don’t know how to have a nice introduction for my post, huh)

Ok. It’s been weeks now… well, it’s nothing special…

Just got a new Motorola RAZR V3 for myself

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What the fu*k am I saying? I’m supposed to brag this phone to you guys! Hehehehe really, I love it!!!

Ok, and now… I’m posting a review for this phone.

Pros:

Construction/Design

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The phone is sleek, sexy and feels really nice in your hands. The color on the phone won’t rub off or fade because it has no colors to fade (unless you get the black one), it’s aluminum. The number pad has huge buttons so even those with big fingers won’t have a problem. The menus and design of the phone is intuitive, it simply takes a little getting used to, once you are, its efficiency at its best. The phone does take a little bit more cleaning than others, since its aluminum - fingerprints and dirt will show rather easily. But a rub on your cotton shirt will fix that rather quickly. If you want it back to new, simply get something with no lint and a little ethanol (very little). The phone is a lot tougher than it looks - I’ve seen it thrown, crushed, sat on and it keeps on ticking.

Earpiece/Mouthpiece/Volume:

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Sony Ericsson phones are nice, very nice but I think most people who’ve owned one, like me, will agree that they’re unusually ‘quiet’. They don’t ring loud and the earpiece volume is ridiculous. This phone doesn’t have that problem - it’s loud all over. The earpiece when turned all the way up has the person on the other end sounding like they’re shouting. The mouthpiece is just as clear. When this phone rings or alarms, you’ll hear it. The crystal clarity at which you can record sounds and audio, assures you that if the person on the other end has a reasonable cell phone - there’ll be no “huh? What? Didn’t hear you”, just news and occurring mid-conversation. When talking to someone with another Razr with a good cell connection, it’s as good if not better than a telephone conversation.

Features:

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The phone isn’t lacking in features. It comes with a phonebook that allows you to view contacts by name or list. If you choose to view the phonebook by name then all numbers and email will merge into the contact with that name; this is typical of most cell phones. Under list, the numbers and emails are displayed separately in the phonebook. I like it that way, it’s more efficient. I’m able to look and hit send and call the contact, rather than looking for the contact, selecting the contact and looking again for the number I want to call. The phone also has a voice dial feature that’s nicer than most others I’ve used; it trains very easily and usually understands me every time. Rings/Alerts can be either sounds or mp3, which is pretty cool. The phones menu, as mentioned before is intuitive and easily operated. I got used to the menu within days. This leads me to the only disadvantage that I’ve found with the phone……..the space. It’s like showing you a 5 course meal but allowing you to pick a single entree. It’s got a GREAT camera (for a VGA), Ability to play Mp3s and record video and sound - but it comes with 5 megabytes of space. That roughly translates to a couple medium quality 30 second clips of MP3 sounds and very few high quality pictures. I can record video, but what’s the sense since a 10-20 second clip uses about 500kb of space. I wonder why they couldn’t have stuck some more memory in - considering the size of digital space nowadays, SD cards, XD cards…both about the size of a thumbnail. One could easily fit beside the sim card.
Alas, you’re doomed to work with 5 for as long as you own this phone, meaning so many compromises on your part pertaining to how to spend/save your memory/space.

Motorola RAZR V3 Features

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Brushed silver anodized aluminum shell with a distinctive ultra-thin profile
Innovative nickel-plated copper-alloy chemically-etched keypad with illumination panel
Large internal and external color displays
Integrated VGA camera with 4x zoom, quick exposure controls, and MPEG-4 video recording and playback
Bluetooth Class 1 wireless technology for hands-free connectivity
22kHz polyphonic speaker with MP3 ringer support
Speaker-independent voice recognition with full-duplex speakerphone
Messaging via Multimedia Messaging Service (MMS), IM Wireless Village and email (POP3, IMAP4, SMTP)
Personal Information Management (PIM) features including Calendar, Calculator and Currency Converter, Date and Clock, and Alarm Clock
3D graphics engine for gaming
J2ME MIDP 2.0 support for application, ringer, wallpaper, graphic and game downloads
WAP 2.0 compliant browser with GPRS Class 10 for high-speed data transmission

Cons:

- Keypad marks are left on screen after closed
- some ringtones, are like a stupid note, like taDa?
Who wants that???
- The screen gets dirty fast. I constantly rub marks off.

- Grease magnet

- No external memory; Small amount of Memory (7 MB at least)

- Software (can be slow, can be fast, can work great, can fail)

- Bluetooth feature is lame; only detectable within 60sec. (as far as I know)

Overall:

Personally, I don’t know why everyone hates the RAZR. I loved it. This phone was absolutely flawless. I would recommend it to anyone. But, if the V3i is coming out late this month, then wait. I think it was one of the best phones ever made. Although for me, it’s QUITE expensive (10,500 PHP in the market)

‘Til then

THEMARKSYNDROMEPROJECT

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Lyrics: Linger

August 28th, 2006 by themarksyndromeproject

If you, if you could return

Dont let it burn, dont let it fade

Im sure Im not being rude

But its just your attitude

Its tearing me apart

Its ruining everything

And I swore, I swore I would be true

And honey so did you

So why were you holding her hand

Is that the way we stand

Were you lying all the time

Was it just a game to you

But Im in so deep

You know Im such a fool for you

You got me wrapped around your finger

Do you have to let it linger

Do you have to, do you have to

Do you have to let it linger

Oh, I thought the world of you

I thought nothing could go wrong

But I was wrong

I was wrong

If you, if you could get by

Trying not to lie

Things wouldnt be so confused

And I wouldnt feel so used

But you always really knew

I just wanna be with you

And Im in so deep

You know Im such a fool for you

You got me wrapped around your finger

Do you have to let it linger

Do you have to. do you have to

Do you have to let it linger

And Im in so deep

You know Im such a fool for you

You got me wrapped around your finger

Do you have to let it linger

Do you have to, do you have to

Do you have to let it linger

You know Im such a fool for you

You got me wrapped around your finger

Do you have to let it linger

Do you have to, do you have to

Do you have to let it linger

Artist: Cranberries

Album: Everybody Else Is Doing It, So Why Can’t We?

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No Heart Warming Stories

July 19th, 2006 by themarksyndromeproject

—–Original Message—–
Sent: Wednesday, July 19, 2006 4:25 PM
To: allusers@friendster.com
Subject: No Heart Warming Stories…

First and foremost, I want to thank all the people reading my articles (my previous and current articles) for giving me their little time reading my posts, sharing my point of views and inspiring me to do more. More glory to all of you!

(* pls. refer to the previous articles at the right side of this site )

What’s next?

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Whew… finally, I was able to write again here in my blog (i think my the last time I made my personal article here was over 1 month ago…)… Thanks ALOT, I was able to produce money to repair the pc in no time. And yet until today I’m still shocked and at the same thankful to the Lord that the cost was minimal than I expected to be. (I thought I was gonna buy ANOTHER motherboard…what a relief!)

What’s next?

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What’s next?

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To the Penthouse! Louie has a new apartment (kinda looks like a cottage >hehehe joke<) good thing he’s finally trying to start life in a positive point of view. Unfortunately they don’t have a landline installed in their apartment yet (and I have to text hin >through Globe to Smart<) but I could say the place is kinda cozy (considering the FACT >hehehe< that his place has nice view overlooking

Makati

) so whenever I have free time I visit their place and unwind ourselves. Bottles up, everone!

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Time to revive my social life (for over a year)! Well I don’t want to waste so much time living in my own “little” world, I think it’s time for my to meet new people. (yeah, I’ve tried meeting a lot of new people lately >I don’t have to specify< … so far so good >trial and error< but I hope everything’s going to be ok in the future) All I want to say to the new people I have met… that I am thankful to you guys for giving me an opportunity to meet you and help me bring my old self again. Let’s be good friends, ok? Looking forward to that!

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Work mode! Lots of it! (it’s not like my usual self) Since it’s FINALLY time for me to graduate, I just have to bear with it! Yeah, I know its a little tiring and time consuming (e.g. Dino told me that lately I’ve been M.I.A >missing in action< when it comes to our friends’ gatherings/ outings)… but I have to sacrifice if I want to finish me studies…ayt?!? Well I know my Thesis is pounding my brains out of me… plus have to fix this whole “Lufthansa German Airlines” thing… I need all my vacant days well rested and regain my energy to be productive in my work (considering the fact that I am saving my allowance right now…), I hope you guys understand. Peace!

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I still don’t know what the future lies upon me… I mean it’s too early to say things (ayokong maudlot mga

plano

ko)… but I really do hope that everything’s going to be fine with my life. Thank you very much!

What’s next?

I’ll leave you with THAT question….

‘Til then,

- themarksyndromeproject

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Lyrics: Gomennasai

July 15th, 2006 by themarksyndromeproject

What I thought wasn’t mine

In the light

Was a one of a kind,

A precious pearl

When I wanted to cry

I couldn’t cause I

Wasn’t allowed

Gomennasai for everything

Gomennasai, I know I let you down

Gomennasai till the end

I never needed a friend

Like I do now

What I thought wasn’t all

So innocent

Was a delicate doll

Of porcelain

When I wanted to call you

And ask you for help

I stopped myself

Gomennasai for everything

Gomennasai, I know I let you down

Gomennasai till the end

I never needed a friend

Like I do now

What I thought was a dream

A mirage

Was as real as it seemed

A privilege

When I wanted to tell you

I made a mistake

I walked away

Gomennasai, for everything

Gomennasai, Gomennasai, Gomennasai

I never needed a friend,

Like I do now

Gomennasai, I let you down

Gomennasai, Gomennasai,

Gomennasai till the end

I never needed a friend

Like I do now

Artist: t.A.T.u

Album: Dangerous and Moving

’til then

- themarksyndromeproject

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